Hello

Good early morning! Its 2.52am and im off to bed now. Just finished my game. SUPERB. What if im addicted huh. Aiya, anyway, its hol. WHO CARES. Alright, good night. Ohoh, MY ARM FEEL DAMN SOUR AFTER THE JAB. I DUN WANNA MOVE IT AT ALL. The Needle was really small, so cute. lmao, not pain somemore. C: good doctor!

M a dota noob

Complicating game, but its really fun. C: Damn nice ohkay. Ohoh, off to bath. Having my flu jab. OMG, scary. Long since the last jab. Phobia kkkk. Ahhhh, 给我力量。Update later

Games

Games games games. I wanna learn how to play dota. Teach me lehhhh. Thanks to Zhirong, i got the game in my com now. THANKS A WHOLE LOT. C: okay, short day.

Everybody ponteng sch today. History left me and Brenda. Psp thruout and toilet in & out. Anyw, i failed hist by 2 pathetic marks. God damn k, although it was kinda expected.

Miracles do happen once in a while huh. I pass physics, ALIEN PHYSICS. So damn happy ohkayyyyy. O: Andand the trip to Taiwan wasn't cancelled. HENG UNTIL CHAO TA OKAYYY, make me cannot sleep last night. :3 Havin flu last night, and was sneezing the whole while. Its sucks okayyy, and my eyes were swollen this morning. So fugly. Sad sad sad. NEXT WEEK MONDAY, TUESDAY AND FRIDAY NO SCHOOL. SONGGGG BO. I think M going to pon sch on monday. Go see doc for rash and get an MC or whatever, since we will also be wasting our time at the CCAB. Eating HotDogs at most. lololol.

WEIKIAT FASTER ONLINE LA. BASTARD, MAKE ME WAIT SOOOOO LONG. X:

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NABEI, I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS HELL NOW. CCB, EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG. I NEED TUITION, YOU SAY WASTE OF MONEY. JINWEN GET BOUT SAME GRADE AS ME, YOU ALL PUSH HER GO TUITION. WORST, USE MY MONEY WHEN IT WAS 'SUPPOSE' TO BE MEANT FOR MY STUDIES? HA-HA. MAKE ME LAUGH EH. CCB, I WANNA GET A NEW PHONE CAUSE MINE SOT ALR SOMEMORE YOU WANNA RECONTRACT MY LINE RIGHT. NOW I WANT PLAY WAD GAME YOU ALL ALSO WANT TO HUANLO. COMEON LA, MY EXAM JUST FINISH, DUN COME ACT CUTE WITH ME. CB. DUN KNOW ANYTHING DUN ANYHOW PASS COMMENT TO DAD LA. MADAFARK. I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE LA HOR. DONT BLAME ME, CAUSE IM GOING TO DRAW A LINE. YOU IS YOU, YOU ALL IS YOU ALL. ME IS ME. I NOT WITH YOU, SO PLEASE DONT USE THE WORD WE. NABEI, DAMN FUCKED UP NOW LA HOR. EVERYTHING I DO, YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY, DEN LET JINWEN MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY OKAY. FUCK YOU ALL LA, HONGKAN. SCREW MY LIFE UP PLEASE, _1_

Hot day huh

Early in the morning, had sun tan. Really vehli hot. sweat(m not an animal) perspire like some retards. At first heck care so much la, den Brenda called me. Ask me go in front. Funny eh she, dare not go behind, partly bcause Zuhri was infront. I din know, so i just walk to the front like nothing happened. Who knows i reach infrnt, Brenda say wad Zuhri pointing to us. Claiming that he saw us using our phone and wanna confiscate it. -.-

People started to open umbrella. Stupid Brenda ask me go infront den ps me for the briefing. So i went to the back agian. Suyi shelter me and some other people, when the umbrella is VERY SMALL.Damn funny. On the BIG bright sunny day open one ORANGE umbrella. Awhile that Brenda came back and we went to the front again. Flip thru her dunno wad country de magazine and saw ShowLuo on it. We were like XiaoZhu so hot. And irritate people beside us. LOL. Finallyy dismissed us from that oven. Or else i would die from the extreme heat. Really a torture.

Chinese waste my time. Hate hate hate hate chinese so much now. CAN I DONT LEARN CHINESE. YUCKS.

Eng was LILY SELVA. TAMADE, as expected, she left the class and went to the DM to complain bout the class. Fish her, really nothing better to do.Oh well, she claims that shes a PROFESSIONAL, and i can say nothing bout it. Just, NO WAY OKAY! SamuelGoh faster come back lehhhhhhh. If i have a choice, i never ever want to attend her lesson. Its a waste of my time. Time is free but precious, not willing to waste it for her. C:

DnT drew on the board in music room, with acemoooon chicken. Hah. Home after that and i've yet to eat my lunch. IM HUNGRY, IS THERE ANY FOOD? Isn't it a long day today.


NOW TAIWAN HAS THE FIRST CASE OF SWINE FLU. TAMADE LA. THAT PERSON SICK STILL GO OUT FOR WHAT. I WANNA GO TAIWAN. HE DAMN INCONSIDERATE. PLEASE, DUN LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE. WE GOT EVERYTHING PREPARED, NOW THERES SWINE FLU THERE, MAYBE THE TRIP WOULD BE CANCELLED?FCK YOU LA, BETTER PRAY THAT MY TRIP TO TAIWAN WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL. TAMADE. MAKE ME BLOOD BOIL ONLY. -.-

Tired

My phone's batt is spoilt. M very angryyy uh. I wanna get E71. Please please, dadddddddy. C: Shall talk to him bout this t'night. LG suckssssssss. Never ever, its a devil! Sports heat was fun, and i took a long time back home. So far. And so good my phone died, MADE MY FINGERS DARN ITCHY OKAY, i cant msggg. Freakkkkkk. I WANT A NEW PHONE.

Great, i failed maths. For the first time in my life. I pass geog and eng. I wanna be the top student for geog again. T.T i hate chinese damn alot.

Santa, can you start work earlier this year and give me a new phone? K, Im crazy. Off to bath.

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Rasa Sayang Lemon Chicken rice sucks. Give it to me free, i wont even want a bite. Its HORRIBLE. WASTE MY MONEY! NEVER AGAIN

50th posts

Eh, blogger sucks k. I need to restart my com just to load it. Cool down.

Went shopping with mom. Had a great day out. Tomorrow's sister bday. I'm going East coast. K, update tomorrow.

Whats the difference being contented or being satisfied? I think i'm neither contented nor satisfied. Not being emo, but WHO THE HELL IN THIS WORLD IS SATISFIED? You will ask for more after getting what you want. That's human nature isn't it? But whats the difference between contented and satisfied?

Never Satisfied

I know, being contented will make life easier. I'm not going to be contented. I want to produce the best results in my life. I live for myself, therefore i want the best.

I'm thinking of getting a tattoo when i got money! Should i? I'm afraid i would regret later on in life. Maybe i should buy the temporary one, just joking. Alright, short post of the day. My rash are back. Ew, i dun want it as my bestfriend.

I'll change

Well, if i say im not tired of my life, i would be lying. I often wished the world would end soon, or maybe i can die earlier. But till the end of my life, i will try my best to change. I guess it a brand new start. Or at least, I hope.

DnT paper is bull shit. Every question is from the worksheet, photocopied out, and i frigging never go and revise worksheet. Thanks alot, it seems to be helping us. But you know what, i more heartpain for my marks gone now. I'm so going to flunk everything. Disappointments again.

I wished everything is this world is fair. I feel really sick of my life. It can change anytime, i can be damn happy. But the next moment, everything change. Yes, thats my horrible life. What i hope will happen, will not happen. And what i hope not to happen, it will happen. What's so wrong with my life. I tried to make myself happy by not expecting much. I'm not happy, not a single bit. Problems seems to be never ending for me. One solve, the other arise. Maybe thats my life. I'm not going to give up. 命运在我手中，我不会被打倒的。我不干心，我一定要活得更好。我永远都不会满足我现在所拥有的，因为那是人的本性。

Yes, i feel the pain. But thank you for tell me. I will try changing. (:
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Came back after go gai gai with Shengqi, bestFriend(?). Lmao, go AMK to TPY. Go and buy wad she dan(one of the snake's intestine). Wanted to catch movie, but all the time not good. So had lunch at 4. I tell you, he damn stupid lor. Keep lose the way. We keep taking the stairs cause he claims that its a shorter way. But every single time we use the stair, the next level will be lock. After a few times..
I said:eh, i dun trust u alr. TAKE THE ESCALATOR.
He:nono, take the lift la.
I: DONT WANT! LATER THE LIFT STUCK AR.

I tell you, some people really very not auto lor. I wanted to see if i put a tissue on the table, will people still take our place not. So i left a BRAND NEW pack of tissue on the table, and we went to look for food.
" eh, if later ppl sit, i confirm go ask her gimme 30cents or gimme back the whole pack of tissue." This was wad i told shengqi. After we buy food. The place gone, a little boy was sitting there. So shengqi went over, just take the tissue. The lil boy stunned, den he started to" oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii" so loudly and we were so paiseh. Thats not the worst part okay. After eating we got no tissue, but the mother and son there clean their mouth until spick and span. Wa, seriously feel so disgrace being a sg-rean at that time. Not auto, omg.

Went back tpy and bought present for jinwen. I saw him. Idk if its a good thing, but, at least, i know i gotten over you. C:

Thanks Shengqi for accompanying me today, or else i will die, out of boredness. C:

Lastly, 我好爱你哟。L-M-A-O

xKills Me.

Once a fool, never again.

Found out something rather shocking. Actually its, really very scary. Why TV screens never crack when its on air eh???

TOMORROW LAST PAPER! SHIOK. I cant wait. I'm going to catch up on my sleep soon. Dead beat. DnT paper tomorrow.

The world's gonna end in december 21,2012. Is it true? If its true den whats gonna happen?? Anyway, i don't think its happening la. The predictions had fail so many times already. Oh well, even if world end, guess thats part of life huh. So, let me enjoy life to the fullest. ]

Damn it, exmas haven finish i'm already having the holiday plus rotting plus stonning mood already. Shit this.

I blog what i want, you read what i blog. C:

When one is down.

Kayx, farking unlucky today.
1)I totally forgot bout keys
2)was suppose to do only 2 question, but i did 3
3)I'm down with alil flu
4)I haven copied geog notes.
5)My eyelid just twit, Omen.

I didn't bring my keys to school today. Dad and mom spammed my phone. So they left my keys at my neighbour place. Luckily I've got a friendly neighbour. Or else, i would be locked out like a poor girl.

Chemistry section C was suppose to 2 question our of 3. But i was so engrossed in doing and i skipped the instruction part. Ahhh, I must learn to read the instruction before doing. Ew. I memorize the things and nothing came out. Its sucks ohkay. Wasted quite some time memorizing it, yet nothing came out.

My eye lid jump or something. Frigging worried. Eh, damn zhun one okay. Well, i seriously believe in this. Cause always it twit something bad, REAL bad will happen. Ohman, im really very worried. Thinking bout this, the last time when we broke up, I had the same feeling. The fear that its giving me. Ah, this suckkkkks. Anyway, i just hope that this time it wouldn't be something so bad. 给我力量。

Aren't I unlucky?

我又初恋了。我爱你。


---Mrs wong is god damn cute, i tell you. Cutest teacher on earth. Stunned ohkay, cant believe wad she said. lmao.

I just woke up from my sleep. Sweet. I'm ready to piah geog alr. Comeon, i need to buck up. Oh ya, is Monday marking day???? So no school arh? SHIOK-NESS, pray that its marking day. 24hr rotting time, I CANT WAIT.

ps:I have the blackest heart, and i make the most sinful curses. I hope all of them come true. Its for you, dude. C:

Flunk you

Bye humans, Im so going to flunk you. I swear, i did study ohkay. But what i study didn't came out. Dang, this feeling sucks. If i didn't study and i dunno how to do, maybe i wont feel so sucky now. Ew, why AssAss so hard. Let's not care bout it anymore. Tomorrow's paper is chem. Ending darn early. As if i go school and walk back. Shiok-ness. But my study plan for tomorrow will be so pack. I'm coming home straighttttt, its geog on thurs, how can relax.

Kay, im off to lunch? Oh, its raining again. Whos feeling emo now?? Definitely not me cause i got no time eh. C:

cya later? Perhaps.

EZ peeZ, Im so BZ. Hah, get what it means?

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I need GEOG notes. Lend me anyone. Ahhh, this sucks alot. I neeeeeed GEOG NOTES.

I'm going to fuck humans upside down. Underline and im dead. Shit u humans. And and, humans not = us. Humans as in humanities. Lmao, if you think im going to really fuck humans upside down. :X Just for laughs. I know not funny, but they might be some slow ppl that cant catch it. Ops, if you're one, i apologise den. Blar, I need to go study my chem again. Ahhh, my head is spinning. Why eh????

PS; Mr Pook wenkai, happy 17th birthday. Old man.

Study Day

Morning. Off to study. x3

Whats wrong with me, tell me. So i can change. By the way, I'm not into blog fights.


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AssAss Essays sucks. So many words compressed into 1 small pathetic paper. Bull shit. My head will be spinning everytime i look up. Are paper really so precious? I suppose so. Oh well, after this exam will have loads of funs. Taiwan trip, sister bday, june hol and my bday. Isn't that shiok. M so looking forward.

Oh well, tuesday seems so far away on friday, but it seems so near now. Tomorrow is AssAss paper, and i dun think im ready for it. Doomed, My history paper is going to flunk, and now even my AssAss cant save it? Thats bad. I don't want my year end results slip to have any underLines. No underlines for me please!!

Kay, Suyi saw him on the bus. And you know Girls will always be girls. But its really funny, thanks to you. Cannot elaborate anymore cause later people bueysong find me. 我好怕哟。Give you face, be honoured. Oh ya, keep your eyes to yourself. (you know what i mean, bitch.)

Off to AssAss and Ice Cream. Good weather eh. I feel like changing the blog host. Blogger so laggy. :3

Mother's day

No school tomorrow. Don't need wear tie, yesssss. House downstairs having wedding or something. Darn noisy, hope it faster end. So much screaming, how irritating. I cant study.

The world isn't such a nice place afterall.

Happy mother's day, mom.

ToGetHer

Last epi tonight. Please remember to catch it. 8.30to11pm. POWER PACK. ToGetHerx3.

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Alright, i'm back. Kay, so after this post i'm off to mugging again. Although i dont really have the mugging mood, i shall force myself. Poor thing, whos that arse that invented exams. Actually it isn't that bad, can go home early. I'm contradicting myself again, bull shiat. Can anyone lent me geog notes??? Theres so many blanks missing, how to study?

Nooooooooob. I need to studyyy. Barhhh, but theres just too many things distracting me eh. Phone, com and mahjong. Ahhh, im going mad soon. Cant let those things distract me. I cant wait for 30th may. Shall start counting down. I am so going to have so much fun. Hopefully the trip would be successful, and that darn swine flu would go away. I wished, i hoped and i want it to go away. I'm going crazy, 5years ago was SarS, now is Swine flu. 5 years later what would it be? Can't this world be peaceful? Sucha sad case.

After exams, im so going to start my own slimming down program. You see, exams can go home early, and my house is ful of tidbits. Just nice, im those kind that cannot study without songs and food. I wont sit there for 4hours straight to study, in fact, every 10mins i would walk around. That's why i say i get distracted very easily.

okay okay, my show is here. GoGoGo. DAVID ARCHULETA!!! x3

time check; 8:31

Insensitive or sensitive

My ulcer hasn't heal. The medicine that i used doesn't seem to have any effect. In fact, the ulcer is getting bigger. From a 5-cents coin, to a 10-coins. Even brushing my teeth now is a problem. A very big problem in fact. Does salt have any effect on ulcers?

Maths was really hard today. Tuesday Social studies paper. Must score in ss or else I wil flunk humans. YAY! Time for some celebration?

Slow down and wait for me please.

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School is somewhere to learn. After this, we will seperate ways. I see no need to get bothered.

I wondered if theres something called afterlife. After we die, where will we go? Will we continue as another form of body, or will we disappear from this world. If theres a choice, i would want 投胎as another human. Maybe life would be much better den this time. Choosing gender:male. I remembered watch a show and theres a lady that said "我会选着做男人，因为我会做的比他们好。" How true is that. But, i won't choose to be a guy cause of that reason la. Guys have more advantage den girls. How fortunate.

Actually, i feel rather blessed, being able to be born here. At least not like people in Africa, they are all starving. Want to die but cannot die, thats the real suffer. Maybe what im going through now is just a peanut compared to them. I hope, it will be over when i blink my eyes. The growing up process for me is really hard, i guess, i will learn more things. Hopefully it will prepare me for the life ahead. Growing up plus plain unlucky, this period of time really sucks a lot. How should i overcome it.

Closed my ears

Physics paper was tough. Or else its nickname wouldn't be Killer Physics. I tried my best. I attempt all qusetion, although I really couldn't do it. I wished the paper would be shorter. I finished the paper at 9.30am, there was still time left. I wanted to check the paper, but i just dunno how. This morning, when i wanted to keep the file away, and i saw my target for mids was A1. At the beginning of the year, i thought it was really easy, but i was wrong. SO WRONG. Maths paper 2 tomorrow. Gah, Im not going to do well this time.

I haven started studying anything for my geog. Whole pile of notes. HOW TO STUDY, NOTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING IN. Shall try drawing out the process. Hah, worst den primary school drawing. That's wad my moms says.

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN RELATIONSHIP IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND. How true is that? But when people get what they want, they tend not to cherish the things. It's not that people don't cherish, thats human nature. Cannot blame anyone except the one up there.

Thanks for explaining, i understand now. Sorry, maybe i've been too sensitive.

Closed my ears, cover my eyes. This world is changing far too fast. I cant keep up with the pace. Please, slow down.

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Time check: 7.35pm.

是我想太多了吗？我也不想这样的。也许我不该想的那么多，会发生的事，总有一天也会发生的。所以说，想这么多真的是没有用吗？I guessed, I've been too sensitive. Being too sensitive isn't a good thing, but being too insensitive is bad. Moderation i suppose?

And ya, i accidently cut myself yesterday. And i dun even know how the hell I was hurt. Its damn damn damn big. Ohkay, maybe it isn't so big afterall. I'm just making a fuss over it. But, ITS PAINFUL. I've got myself a 5-cent ulcer, how great is that. Now i finally understand how people feel when they are damn suay. I can give myself an award already "the suay-est earthing." I wonder when will it be over. Ahh, stop dwelling. And, i forgot to bring my wallet today. Don't have the habit of bringing wallet. Stuff money in my pocket, and off i go. Hah, thats me. All about convenience.

Alright, going to watch tv. Can't believe a series of unlucky things is happening, ohmy. Is this part of growing up, or is this pure suay?

Re-Opened

The temptation of reopening my blog is just too much. So, here i am. Ohkay, I guess im fine already. Life's back to normal. Going to school daily, having paper and home for naps. Really love it now. Didn't really appreciate the time I have for naps last time. Just found out tht having naps are very shiok. :B

Paper were all in a disaster. I woke up 3 today just to mug. Just a little went in my tiny brain. Seriously going to flunk the paper. Out of the 4 essays, i chose 2. And so lucky that the 2 that i din study came out. Congratz!! I shall buck up on my Social Studies. Hopefully it can help pull my total mark up. Maths, all the question seems the same to me arh. Maybe because of the lack of sleep, making me all blurr. Even coffee didn't save me.

Damn, Mids are so difficult. From the start of the year till now, I did everything except studying. Tsk, must start changing before Year End comes. Lawl, Mids haven finish i talked bout year end. :B

I tell you, seriously pissed off with the noise. Drills drills and more drills. Knocking knocking and more knocking. WHEN IS THE CONSTRUCTION GOING TO END!!! IT'S SO KILLING ME! Bleah.

From tomorrow paper all ends latest at 10.30am. YAY! NAPS!!!!!!!! But its Killer Physics tomorrow. Cannnnn IIIII Skippppp Thatttt Pappppperrrrrrrr? :C

David Archulate Very Handsome Eh. ZOMG. And facebook says i shouldn't date with Capricorn and should date with Virgo or Leo. Lololol. What the heck. NONsense. Any Oh How. Anyway, it was just for me to Kill Time. Shall not bother, LOL

Say Goodbye

Xams are here, so wont be posting as often. Partly also I want to give myself a rest. I want to find the old me again. Dont worry, I will be fine. I hope. I scribbled alot of things when i finished my paper. I've straightened out my thoughts. I need a good rest, a really long rest. Maybe i should just close the blog down. Nothing seems to be right this year. Perhaps, accumulating misery bring more misery. I shall be happy, hopefully, from this moment onward, everything would go well for me. Please, pray for me, pray that things would go well. I'm on the verge of breaking down. I really want to forget the past, why cant i. Save me, will you? Wheres my prince charming? Will there be prince charming? All is left, is a huge question mark. I will find out some day, but not now. I'm tired, really tired. Shattered.

Changed.

I've changed, alot. I don't even know myself sometime. Fuck. I'm really upset with myself. Clement kwan, i want meet you real soon!!! D: I need you. T.T

I've changed, a whole lot. I wished to be like last time. The laughter now isn't the same. I wished everything hasn't happened before. I will pick myself up, and show you what I can do. I guessed, thats the only way I can take that sweetest revenge. Stop thinking about the past. I will, prove to myself.

I'm self-centered

From the day you knew me, you should know, I not happy means i not happy. I will never pretend to be happy if im not. Same thing: I dont like you, means i dont like you. I dont even want to be bothered with how you feel after reading the posts. Not happy good for me, happy den good for you. Anyway, people do have choices in life. You want to read, tolerate den. Cannot tolerate, den dun read. Easy? I suppose a primary school kids know this too. Yaya whatever, I may be childish. So what, im happy wad. I'm extremely self-centered. You must be saying, "wow, why this person so guailan." yeayea, whatever. I am very guailan wad. Want change me? Wait long long. Dai sai. Please, dun preach me cause its useless. I've said what i want, this is MY way of venting MY anger. THIS IS MY LIFE. C: Thanks to you, your friend got pulled down the water.