Not fair

I'm borned in a bias family. They sides my sister to the extremely. They give my sister tender loving care. I WISH THAT I'LL SCREW THEM OFF. __ OFF.

time check; 6.51am

Piorities

I've placed everything at the wrong place. I dont know how to weigh what thing deserve more attention. I'm sucha idiot.

Have been spending money like nobody's business, and now, Im left with a mere 100bucks. Darn, i want money. I need to starve and save again. I spent 130bucks in a single day. What the fuck, i know. Heart aches, totally.

Geog test tomorrow; i need to mug.

Tummy aches

Ice lemon tea made me have tummy aches. From school i rushed home just to pooo. Yes, i can do my business in school. But aiya, seriously got no feel leh, the environment not suitable and im not used to it. I only had a sip of the Ice Lemon tea from Joanna. Woah, i tell you. I'll die of it. I kept repeating in school that i want to da pian. Lols, so unglam i know, but the pain is simply unbearable. Poor me. I wont drink ice lemon tea, again.

I misss my 外婆 suddenly. I regret about something alot. Seriously, i could go and see her for the last time. I din. I dont know what i was thinking at that time. Her leaving me was a huge blow. I didn't dare to see her, for the last time. I regret, really. Thinking about the past, how she took care of me. I didn't cherish. Everything's too late.Walking down the streets, looking at those elderly with their grandchildren, i somehow feel very jealous. I feel that shes there, right there, when the fact that she left us. She live in my heart, not forgotten. A year has past.

ItsTheSecondMonth.

KFC ; small gas

KFC for lunch, 20bucks for it. Mind you, its just me and sister eating, and its alot.

The weather nowadays darn weird. I wanna go swimming soon. I just realise i vehli fat sia. Whats my weight? 47kg, ZOMG, what a pig k. Guess what, i never grow any taller, like fckup can. Sian sian sian, clement kwan go back army. One week canot message him, god damn la. Like use to it messaging him goodnight everyday already. Damn it, until next tuesday.

I want sec 3 camp!

Damn small gas. TSK.

簡單愛

Reopened

Wordpress is far too complicated for an IT idiot like me. Decided to move back cause it isn't as straightforward as blogger. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Updates later.

Hello

Good early morning! Its 2.52am and im off to bed now. Just finished my game. SUPERB. What if im addicted huh. Aiya, anyway, its hol. WHO CARES. Alright, good night. Ohoh, MY ARM FEEL DAMN SOUR AFTER THE JAB. I DUN WANNA MOVE IT AT ALL. The Needle was really small, so cute. lmao, not pain somemore. C: good doctor!

M a dota noob

Complicating game, but its really fun. C: Damn nice ohkay. Ohoh, off to bath. Having my flu jab. OMG, scary. Long since the last jab. Phobia kkkk. Ahhhh, 给我力量。Update later

Games

Games games games. I wanna learn how to play dota. Teach me lehhhh. Thanks to Zhirong, i got the game in my com now. THANKS A WHOLE LOT. C: okay, short day.

Everybody ponteng sch today. History left me and Brenda. Psp thruout and toilet in & out. Anyw, i failed hist by 2 pathetic marks. God damn k, although it was kinda expected.

Miracles do happen once in a while huh. I pass physics, ALIEN PHYSICS. So damn happy ohkayyyyy. O: Andand the trip to Taiwan wasn't cancelled. HENG UNTIL CHAO TA OKAYYY, make me cannot sleep last night. :3 Havin flu last night, and was sneezing the whole while. Its sucks okayyy, and my eyes were swollen this morning. So fugly. Sad sad sad. NEXT WEEK MONDAY, TUESDAY AND FRIDAY NO SCHOOL. SONGGGG BO. I think M going to pon sch on monday. Go see doc for rash and get an MC or whatever, since we will also be wasting our time at the CCAB. Eating HotDogs at most. lololol.

WEIKIAT FASTER ONLINE LA. BASTARD, MAKE ME WAIT SOOOOO LONG. X:

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NABEI, I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS HELL NOW. CCB, EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG. I NEED TUITION, YOU SAY WASTE OF MONEY. JINWEN GET BOUT SAME GRADE AS ME, YOU ALL PUSH HER GO TUITION. WORST, USE MY MONEY WHEN IT WAS 'SUPPOSE' TO BE MEANT FOR MY STUDIES? HA-HA. MAKE ME LAUGH EH. CCB, I WANNA GET A NEW PHONE CAUSE MINE SOT ALR SOMEMORE YOU WANNA RECONTRACT MY LINE RIGHT. NOW I WANT PLAY WAD GAME YOU ALL ALSO WANT TO HUANLO. COMEON LA, MY EXAM JUST FINISH, DUN COME ACT CUTE WITH ME. CB. DUN KNOW ANYTHING DUN ANYHOW PASS COMMENT TO DAD LA. MADAFARK. I DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE LA HOR. DONT BLAME ME, CAUSE IM GOING TO DRAW A LINE. YOU IS YOU, YOU ALL IS YOU ALL. ME IS ME. I NOT WITH YOU, SO PLEASE DONT USE THE WORD WE. NABEI, DAMN FUCKED UP NOW LA HOR. EVERYTHING I DO, YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY, DEN LET JINWEN MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY OKAY. FUCK YOU ALL LA, HONGKAN. SCREW MY LIFE UP PLEASE, _1_

Hot day huh

Early in the morning, had sun tan. Really vehli hot. sweat(m not an animal) perspire like some retards. At first heck care so much la, den Brenda called me. Ask me go in front. Funny eh she, dare not go behind, partly bcause Zuhri was infront. I din know, so i just walk to the front like nothing happened. Who knows i reach infrnt, Brenda say wad Zuhri pointing to us. Claiming that he saw us using our phone and wanna confiscate it. -.-

People started to open umbrella. Stupid Brenda ask me go infront den ps me for the briefing. So i went to the back agian. Suyi shelter me and some other people, when the umbrella is VERY SMALL.Damn funny. On the BIG bright sunny day open one ORANGE umbrella. Awhile that Brenda came back and we went to the front again. Flip thru her dunno wad country de magazine and saw ShowLuo on it. We were like XiaoZhu so hot. And irritate people beside us. LOL. Finallyy dismissed us from that oven. Or else i would die from the extreme heat. Really a torture.

Chinese waste my time. Hate hate hate hate chinese so much now. CAN I DONT LEARN CHINESE. YUCKS.

Eng was LILY SELVA. TAMADE, as expected, she left the class and went to the DM to complain bout the class. Fish her, really nothing better to do.Oh well, she claims that shes a PROFESSIONAL, and i can say nothing bout it. Just, NO WAY OKAY! SamuelGoh faster come back lehhhhhhh. If i have a choice, i never ever want to attend her lesson. Its a waste of my time. Time is free but precious, not willing to waste it for her. C:

DnT drew on the board in music room, with acemoooon chicken. Hah. Home after that and i've yet to eat my lunch. IM HUNGRY, IS THERE ANY FOOD? Isn't it a long day today.


NOW TAIWAN HAS THE FIRST CASE OF SWINE FLU. TAMADE LA. THAT PERSON SICK STILL GO OUT FOR WHAT. I WANNA GO TAIWAN. HE DAMN INCONSIDERATE. PLEASE, DUN LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE. WE GOT EVERYTHING PREPARED, NOW THERES SWINE FLU THERE, MAYBE THE TRIP WOULD BE CANCELLED?FCK YOU LA, BETTER PRAY THAT MY TRIP TO TAIWAN WOULD BE SUCCESSFUL. TAMADE. MAKE ME BLOOD BOIL ONLY. -.-

Tired

My phone's batt is spoilt. M very angryyy uh. I wanna get E71. Please please, dadddddddy. C: Shall talk to him bout this t'night. LG suckssssssss. Never ever, its a devil! Sports heat was fun, and i took a long time back home. So far. And so good my phone died, MADE MY FINGERS DARN ITCHY OKAY, i cant msggg. Freakkkkkk. I WANT A NEW PHONE.

Great, i failed maths. For the first time in my life. I pass geog and eng. I wanna be the top student for geog again. T.T i hate chinese damn alot.

Santa, can you start work earlier this year and give me a new phone? K, Im crazy. Off to bath.

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Rasa Sayang Lemon Chicken rice sucks. Give it to me free, i wont even want a bite. Its HORRIBLE. WASTE MY MONEY! NEVER AGAIN

50th posts

Eh, blogger sucks k. I need to restart my com just to load it. Cool down.

Went shopping with mom. Had a great day out. Tomorrow's sister bday. I'm going East coast. K, update tomorrow.

Whats the difference being contented or being satisfied? I think i'm neither contented nor satisfied. Not being emo, but WHO THE HELL IN THIS WORLD IS SATISFIED? You will ask for more after getting what you want. That's human nature isn't it? But whats the difference between contented and satisfied?

Never Satisfied

I know, being contented will make life easier. I'm not going to be contented. I want to produce the best results in my life. I live for myself, therefore i want the best.

I'm thinking of getting a tattoo when i got money! Should i? I'm afraid i would regret later on in life. Maybe i should buy the temporary one, just joking. Alright, short post of the day. My rash are back. Ew, i dun want it as my bestfriend.

I'll change

Well, if i say im not tired of my life, i would be lying. I often wished the world would end soon, or maybe i can die earlier. But till the end of my life, i will try my best to change. I guess it a brand new start. Or at least, I hope.

DnT paper is bull shit. Every question is from the worksheet, photocopied out, and i frigging never go and revise worksheet. Thanks alot, it seems to be helping us. But you know what, i more heartpain for my marks gone now. I'm so going to flunk everything. Disappointments again.

I wished everything is this world is fair. I feel really sick of my life. It can change anytime, i can be damn happy. But the next moment, everything change. Yes, thats my horrible life. What i hope will happen, will not happen. And what i hope not to happen, it will happen. What's so wrong with my life. I tried to make myself happy by not expecting much. I'm not happy, not a single bit. Problems seems to be never ending for me. One solve, the other arise. Maybe thats my life. I'm not going to give up. 命运在我手中，我不会被打倒的。我不干心，我一定要活得更好。我永远都不会满足我现在所拥有的，因为那是人的本性。

Yes, i feel the pain. But thank you for tell me. I will try changing. (:
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Came back after go gai gai with Shengqi, bestFriend(?). Lmao, go AMK to TPY. Go and buy wad she dan(one of the snake's intestine). Wanted to catch movie, but all the time not good. So had lunch at 4. I tell you, he damn stupid lor. Keep lose the way. We keep taking the stairs cause he claims that its a shorter way. But every single time we use the stair, the next level will be lock. After a few times..
I said:eh, i dun trust u alr. TAKE THE ESCALATOR.
He:nono, take the lift la.
I: DONT WANT! LATER THE LIFT STUCK AR.

I tell you, some people really very not auto lor. I wanted to see if i put a tissue on the table, will people still take our place not. So i left a BRAND NEW pack of tissue on the table, and we went to look for food.
" eh, if later ppl sit, i confirm go ask her gimme 30cents or gimme back the whole pack of tissue." This was wad i told shengqi. After we buy food. The place gone, a little boy was sitting there. So shengqi went over, just take the tissue. The lil boy stunned, den he started to" oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii" so loudly and we were so paiseh. Thats not the worst part okay. After eating we got no tissue, but the mother and son there clean their mouth until spick and span. Wa, seriously feel so disgrace being a sg-rean at that time. Not auto, omg.

Went back tpy and bought present for jinwen. I saw him. Idk if its a good thing, but, at least, i know i gotten over you. C:

Thanks Shengqi for accompanying me today, or else i will die, out of boredness. C:

Lastly, 我好爱你哟。L-M-A-O

xKills Me.

Once a fool, never again.

Found out something rather shocking. Actually its, really very scary. Why TV screens never crack when its on air eh???

TOMORROW LAST PAPER! SHIOK. I cant wait. I'm going to catch up on my sleep soon. Dead beat. DnT paper tomorrow.

The world's gonna end in december 21,2012. Is it true? If its true den whats gonna happen?? Anyway, i don't think its happening la. The predictions had fail so many times already. Oh well, even if world end, guess thats part of life huh. So, let me enjoy life to the fullest. ]

Damn it, exmas haven finish i'm already having the holiday plus rotting plus stonning mood already. Shit this.

I blog what i want, you read what i blog. C:

When one is down.

Kayx, farking unlucky today.
1)I totally forgot bout keys
2)was suppose to do only 2 question, but i did 3
3)I'm down with alil flu
4)I haven copied geog notes.
5)My eyelid just twit, Omen.

I didn't bring my keys to school today. Dad and mom spammed my phone. So they left my keys at my neighbour place. Luckily I've got a friendly neighbour. Or else, i would be locked out like a poor girl.

Chemistry section C was suppose to 2 question our of 3. But i was so engrossed in doing and i skipped the instruction part. Ahhh, I must learn to read the instruction before doing. Ew. I memorize the things and nothing came out. Its sucks ohkay. Wasted quite some time memorizing it, yet nothing came out.

My eye lid jump or something. Frigging worried. Eh, damn zhun one okay. Well, i seriously believe in this. Cause always it twit something bad, REAL bad will happen. Ohman, im really very worried. Thinking bout this, the last time when we broke up, I had the same feeling. The fear that its giving me. Ah, this suckkkkks. Anyway, i just hope that this time it wouldn't be something so bad. 给我力量。

Aren't I unlucky?

我又初恋了。我爱你。


---Mrs wong is god damn cute, i tell you. Cutest teacher on earth. Stunned ohkay, cant believe wad she said. lmao.

I just woke up from my sleep. Sweet. I'm ready to piah geog alr. Comeon, i need to buck up. Oh ya, is Monday marking day???? So no school arh? SHIOK-NESS, pray that its marking day. 24hr rotting time, I CANT WAIT.

ps:I have the blackest heart, and i make the most sinful curses. I hope all of them come true. Its for you, dude. C:

Flunk you

Bye humans, Im so going to flunk you. I swear, i did study ohkay. But what i study didn't came out. Dang, this feeling sucks. If i didn't study and i dunno how to do, maybe i wont feel so sucky now. Ew, why AssAss so hard. Let's not care bout it anymore. Tomorrow's paper is chem. Ending darn early. As if i go school and walk back. Shiok-ness. But my study plan for tomorrow will be so pack. I'm coming home straighttttt, its geog on thurs, how can relax.

Kay, im off to lunch? Oh, its raining again. Whos feeling emo now?? Definitely not me cause i got no time eh. C:

cya later? Perhaps.

EZ peeZ, Im so BZ. Hah, get what it means?

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I need GEOG notes. Lend me anyone. Ahhh, this sucks alot. I neeeeeed GEOG NOTES.

I'm going to fuck humans upside down. Underline and im dead. Shit u humans. And and, humans not = us. Humans as in humanities. Lmao, if you think im going to really fuck humans upside down. :X Just for laughs. I know not funny, but they might be some slow ppl that cant catch it. Ops, if you're one, i apologise den. Blar, I need to go study my chem again. Ahhh, my head is spinning. Why eh????

PS; Mr Pook wenkai, happy 17th birthday. Old man.

Study Day

Morning. Off to study. x3

Whats wrong with me, tell me. So i can change. By the way, I'm not into blog fights.


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AssAss Essays sucks. So many words compressed into 1 small pathetic paper. Bull shit. My head will be spinning everytime i look up. Are paper really so precious? I suppose so. Oh well, after this exam will have loads of funs. Taiwan trip, sister bday, june hol and my bday. Isn't that shiok. M so looking forward.

Oh well, tuesday seems so far away on friday, but it seems so near now. Tomorrow is AssAss paper, and i dun think im ready for it. Doomed, My history paper is going to flunk, and now even my AssAss cant save it? Thats bad. I don't want my year end results slip to have any underLines. No underlines for me please!!

Kay, Suyi saw him on the bus. And you know Girls will always be girls. But its really funny, thanks to you. Cannot elaborate anymore cause later people bueysong find me. 我好怕哟。Give you face, be honoured. Oh ya, keep your eyes to yourself. (you know what i mean, bitch.)

Off to AssAss and Ice Cream. Good weather eh. I feel like changing the blog host. Blogger so laggy. :3

Mother's day

No school tomorrow. Don't need wear tie, yesssss. House downstairs having wedding or something. Darn noisy, hope it faster end. So much screaming, how irritating. I cant study.

The world isn't such a nice place afterall.

Happy mother's day, mom.

ToGetHer

Last epi tonight. Please remember to catch it. 8.30to11pm. POWER PACK. ToGetHerx3.

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Alright, i'm back. Kay, so after this post i'm off to mugging again. Although i dont really have the mugging mood, i shall force myself. Poor thing, whos that arse that invented exams. Actually it isn't that bad, can go home early. I'm contradicting myself again, bull shiat. Can anyone lent me geog notes??? Theres so many blanks missing, how to study?

Nooooooooob. I need to studyyy. Barhhh, but theres just too many things distracting me eh. Phone, com and mahjong. Ahhh, im going mad soon. Cant let those things distract me. I cant wait for 30th may. Shall start counting down. I am so going to have so much fun. Hopefully the trip would be successful, and that darn swine flu would go away. I wished, i hoped and i want it to go away. I'm going crazy, 5years ago was SarS, now is Swine flu. 5 years later what would it be? Can't this world be peaceful? Sucha sad case.

After exams, im so going to start my own slimming down program. You see, exams can go home early, and my house is ful of tidbits. Just nice, im those kind that cannot study without songs and food. I wont sit there for 4hours straight to study, in fact, every 10mins i would walk around. That's why i say i get distracted very easily.

okay okay, my show is here. GoGoGo. DAVID ARCHULETA!!! x3

time check; 8:31

Insensitive or sensitive

My ulcer hasn't heal. The medicine that i used doesn't seem to have any effect. In fact, the ulcer is getting bigger. From a 5-cents coin, to a 10-coins. Even brushing my teeth now is a problem. A very big problem in fact. Does salt have any effect on ulcers?

Maths was really hard today. Tuesday Social studies paper. Must score in ss or else I wil flunk humans. YAY! Time for some celebration?

Slow down and wait for me please.

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School is somewhere to learn. After this, we will seperate ways. I see no need to get bothered.

I wondered if theres something called afterlife. After we die, where will we go? Will we continue as another form of body, or will we disappear from this world. If theres a choice, i would want 投胎as another human. Maybe life would be much better den this time. Choosing gender:male. I remembered watch a show and theres a lady that said "我会选着做男人，因为我会做的比他们好。" How true is that. But, i won't choose to be a guy cause of that reason la. Guys have more advantage den girls. How fortunate.

Actually, i feel rather blessed, being able to be born here. At least not like people in Africa, they are all starving. Want to die but cannot die, thats the real suffer. Maybe what im going through now is just a peanut compared to them. I hope, it will be over when i blink my eyes. The growing up process for me is really hard, i guess, i will learn more things. Hopefully it will prepare me for the life ahead. Growing up plus plain unlucky, this period of time really sucks a lot. How should i overcome it.

Closed my ears

Physics paper was tough. Or else its nickname wouldn't be Killer Physics. I tried my best. I attempt all qusetion, although I really couldn't do it. I wished the paper would be shorter. I finished the paper at 9.30am, there was still time left. I wanted to check the paper, but i just dunno how. This morning, when i wanted to keep the file away, and i saw my target for mids was A1. At the beginning of the year, i thought it was really easy, but i was wrong. SO WRONG. Maths paper 2 tomorrow. Gah, Im not going to do well this time.

I haven started studying anything for my geog. Whole pile of notes. HOW TO STUDY, NOTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING IN. Shall try drawing out the process. Hah, worst den primary school drawing. That's wad my moms says.

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN RELATIONSHIP IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND. How true is that? But when people get what they want, they tend not to cherish the things. It's not that people don't cherish, thats human nature. Cannot blame anyone except the one up there.

Thanks for explaining, i understand now. Sorry, maybe i've been too sensitive.

Closed my ears, cover my eyes. This world is changing far too fast. I cant keep up with the pace. Please, slow down.

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Time check: 7.35pm.

是我想太多了吗？我也不想这样的。也许我不该想的那么多，会发生的事，总有一天也会发生的。所以说，想这么多真的是没有用吗？I guessed, I've been too sensitive. Being too sensitive isn't a good thing, but being too insensitive is bad. Moderation i suppose?

And ya, i accidently cut myself yesterday. And i dun even know how the hell I was hurt. Its damn damn damn big. Ohkay, maybe it isn't so big afterall. I'm just making a fuss over it. But, ITS PAINFUL. I've got myself a 5-cent ulcer, how great is that. Now i finally understand how people feel when they are damn suay. I can give myself an award already "the suay-est earthing." I wonder when will it be over. Ahh, stop dwelling. And, i forgot to bring my wallet today. Don't have the habit of bringing wallet. Stuff money in my pocket, and off i go. Hah, thats me. All about convenience.

Alright, going to watch tv. Can't believe a series of unlucky things is happening, ohmy. Is this part of growing up, or is this pure suay?

Re-Opened

The temptation of reopening my blog is just too much. So, here i am. Ohkay, I guess im fine already. Life's back to normal. Going to school daily, having paper and home for naps. Really love it now. Didn't really appreciate the time I have for naps last time. Just found out tht having naps are very shiok. :B

Paper were all in a disaster. I woke up 3 today just to mug. Just a little went in my tiny brain. Seriously going to flunk the paper. Out of the 4 essays, i chose 2. And so lucky that the 2 that i din study came out. Congratz!! I shall buck up on my Social Studies. Hopefully it can help pull my total mark up. Maths, all the question seems the same to me arh. Maybe because of the lack of sleep, making me all blurr. Even coffee didn't save me.

Damn, Mids are so difficult. From the start of the year till now, I did everything except studying. Tsk, must start changing before Year End comes. Lawl, Mids haven finish i talked bout year end. :B

I tell you, seriously pissed off with the noise. Drills drills and more drills. Knocking knocking and more knocking. WHEN IS THE CONSTRUCTION GOING TO END!!! IT'S SO KILLING ME! Bleah.

From tomorrow paper all ends latest at 10.30am. YAY! NAPS!!!!!!!! But its Killer Physics tomorrow. Cannnnn IIIII Skippppp Thatttt Pappppperrrrrrrr? :C

David Archulate Very Handsome Eh. ZOMG. And facebook says i shouldn't date with Capricorn and should date with Virgo or Leo. Lololol. What the heck. NONsense. Any Oh How. Anyway, it was just for me to Kill Time. Shall not bother, LOL

Say Goodbye

Xams are here, so wont be posting as often. Partly also I want to give myself a rest. I want to find the old me again. Dont worry, I will be fine. I hope. I scribbled alot of things when i finished my paper. I've straightened out my thoughts. I need a good rest, a really long rest. Maybe i should just close the blog down. Nothing seems to be right this year. Perhaps, accumulating misery bring more misery. I shall be happy, hopefully, from this moment onward, everything would go well for me. Please, pray for me, pray that things would go well. I'm on the verge of breaking down. I really want to forget the past, why cant i. Save me, will you? Wheres my prince charming? Will there be prince charming? All is left, is a huge question mark. I will find out some day, but not now. I'm tired, really tired. Shattered.

Changed.

I've changed, alot. I don't even know myself sometime. Fuck. I'm really upset with myself. Clement kwan, i want meet you real soon!!! D: I need you. T.T

I've changed, a whole lot. I wished to be like last time. The laughter now isn't the same. I wished everything hasn't happened before. I will pick myself up, and show you what I can do. I guessed, thats the only way I can take that sweetest revenge. Stop thinking about the past. I will, prove to myself.

I'm self-centered

From the day you knew me, you should know, I not happy means i not happy. I will never pretend to be happy if im not. Same thing: I dont like you, means i dont like you. I dont even want to be bothered with how you feel after reading the posts. Not happy good for me, happy den good for you. Anyway, people do have choices in life. You want to read, tolerate den. Cannot tolerate, den dun read. Easy? I suppose a primary school kids know this too. Yaya whatever, I may be childish. So what, im happy wad. I'm extremely self-centered. You must be saying, "wow, why this person so guailan." yeayea, whatever. I am very guailan wad. Want change me? Wait long long. Dai sai. Please, dun preach me cause its useless. I've said what i want, this is MY way of venting MY anger. THIS IS MY LIFE. C: Thanks to you, your friend got pulled down the water.

Biggest Fool

Tomorrow is the day. Two years back, i was a big fat fool. Believing your honeyed words. I fell so deeply with you. I thought you were the best, but you've proved me wrong. You know what, even a retart is cleverer than me. Thanks for everything. _!_ _!_

Although I promised Pook and some people to not post bout him. Theres an exception with everything right?? But you know wad, I was the biggest fool. The fattest, naive fool. From the day you left, I sweared, I will never fall deeply with someone again. Yea, i often tell people not to dwell on the past. But i myself do it too. You made me deprived. Girls, dont be farking stupid to believe guys when they say 'i love you forever'. I tell you, if someone(hopefully no1 will tell me) tells me that he will love me forever, middle fingers upp. Maybe they meant it at the point when they say, but please la hor, use your brainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Forever? WOW, how many couples can last from secondary school until they grow old. Very very little okay. The more they say they will love you forever, the more they wont. If he rlly meant to do it, they will keep it in their heart.

I remembered, there was once when i dreamt that you returned to me. I woke up perspiring. Seriously, you are one of the biggest, fattest and shortest jerk on earth. Fuck you upside down kayyyy.

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School suck today. Got scolded by W??? for countless time today. He/she scold like some freak. people from other classes were seriously super KPO, can be market the aunties and uncles. W??? _!_ you kayy. Super pissed off today.

After school got my AVA tee, look better den last time. This time isn't dry fit which is so much comfortable and better. Happy. Shall wear it on every friday. Can earn CIP somemore.

Exams are next week, and finally, I'm proud to announce that I've finally started my engine for studying already. Can go celebrate already. Yipppppppppieeeeesss. Shalll continue with my studies already.

Ps: The usage of my vulgarities seems to be going up. Need To Stop Now.

Rainy day, moody

I'm back with all my homeworkkkkkkkk doneee. So fast ar? MYE next week wad. Still dont buck up confirm eat duck egg alr. Why no exam mood huh?? It seems like holiday, so relax. This is so wrong! S-t-a-r-t S-t-u-d-y-i-n-g N-o-w.

Tonight ahwu last episode. Ahhhh, I will miss him. Lololol. Who will win ar?? DYT de character in that show so slutty, spoilt his image. I support ahwu!!!!

I tell you, Shawn is sick. He has all the unthinkable yellow jokes okay. For example yesterday that joke, i laugh till peng. Too creative already he. Lol.

Todays writing test was horrible cause i forgot the format. It sucks okay. Samuel Goh should just die man. He sucks alot. He walk like a sissy, ew. I hate sissies alright. Got man to be, but dowan. Whats the problem man, yucks. He also got PMS, screaming at his for no reason. Remember that time when he allowed us to have a toilet break of 2mins. Its like, where got enough. When its not even 2mins he already screaming like a idiot. Totally disgrace himself only. How contradicting. I know, im not suppose to gossip. But you know wad, he really did those stupid things k. So, dont say i gossip, im only saying wad nonsense he did.

K, i feel much better now. Im off to relax. Night den mug. I need Ahwu. T.T

Lame people with big mouth

Okay, this world is getting sick. The mouth of the people are getting bigger. They can just any o how say i like someone which is freaking crap. Control your mouth for goodness sake. Is it for entertaining purposes? If thats the reason, i should say. Get a life, little kid. Grow up for goodness sake.

School's fun, esp DnT. Released super early. 9.40 released already. Meaning, i had two periods of recess. Shiok right. Went back to class, put my bag and off to toilet. Waited for FnN people to release. 10++then went for recess. Gobbled up my food, and off to do my ava duty. Chinese lessons were as usual, BORED. I hate chinese. Remember i had a bad tummy ache and that day got chinese test. Ya, that chinese paper i pass. I just anyhow wrote my answer and i pass. Wow, im shocked.

Okay, enough of crapping. I need to start studying for today. Remember little kids, grow up ya? Watch your mouth. :D Btw, do slut have cakes??

Will rainbow be the nicest after a huge storm? Why doesn't it happen in my life. I want my life to be as beautiful, as interesting as the rainbow. The rain came and went, again and again, but it seems that it has been a long time since I saw a rainbow.

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I'm cold cold cold. I'm going to hide under my blanket and sleep my day away. :D Mugging for MYE will start tomorrow. Ton with my buddy books everynight starting tmr. Don't be shock if you see me look very horrible in school.

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You know the advertisement that the ahgmoh kids speaks chinese? Those angmohs are just adorable. The way they speak makes me go gaga. They speak chinese better than me, im sucha failure. Who ask chinese lessons to be darn bored. Gosh, tomorrow is monday and theres chinese. Ew.

Wow, tv seems to have some grant event now huh. Going to catch it now. Byebye.

Time check:7.07pm.

Saturday

When is 30May coming. I'm so looking forward to it you know. Exams are coming yet I'm thinking bout the trip to Taiwan. I just want to go! I'm so going to shop shop and eat and eat all I can. I don't care if I gain back the weight that i tried losing for the past months. I want to enjoy!

Mid year coming, and i haven study a single bit. Really, I'm so dead. I need go mug already. Life is bull shit man.

I want to change my blogsong, any suggestions???

Sucky food, great day

School was great today. I paid the tee already. $11 dollars only, cause school subsidies half of it. Hope the tee will turn out nice.

After school, rushed back home. Changed and off to orchard to meet mom. I waited super long for the bus, and the weather is totally killing me. I tell you, I wished that i was home sleeping. My panda eyes are getting worst. I sleep very early everyday, but i still got panda eyes. Badbadbad. I dont want to have panda eye's. After orchard, took MRT to lavender, took my passport and off to bugis. Eat lunch and went home. Here i am now. :D

Tomorrow im going granddad house fold indigo(?) for granny. 60trashbag. Hah, unity leads to success huh. I really hope you're happy wherever you are, I miss you ahma.

Yes! Breakfast tomorrow have soya milk! Yesyes! I cant wait!!!! Love soya milk alot k. Thinking bout it now makes me drool. Hah. Tomorrow faster comeee. Yesterday didn't post cause i was tired and partly because of ykw, I just want to nua. Hah, but im fine now. :D

I back to single. "Guys that aren't worth waiting should be forgotten quickly." So, lets not dwell on the past and move forward. Hah, ohya. Am i very stuck up??? Must change, Lol. Kay, no more vulgarities. Im a good girl. :D I realise this year i very suay.

--Summary for this week--
1) Test the whole week already. Really tired of mugging, i want to get good grade. I want to be perfect. I want to work towards my goal, but its really stressful. I don't want to give up, i shall persevere.

2) I enjoy writing on Astro's table. Colouring and writing all nonsense. Bryan always say that i eavedropped them. But i didn't, they speak so loud and i could hear everything. They talk all sorts of crap, pure crap. With Bryan's singing, i will wake up. Why? Cause my hair are all standing. Hah, just joking. He sings quite well. Lol.

3) I'm starting to attend maths remedial lessons. I want to buck up on my maths you know. Dont want to disappoint myself and later regret. Although i seriously hate staying back for lessons, it seriously sucks.

4) I missed both of the dates that classmates want to watch HAMSAP SOUP. Tuesday had cca and today i need to take my passport. Wasted, i really wished to catch that movie. Any kind soul will watch with me???

5) Im going to make some time out to meet cousin at tamp next week. So far, sill considering if i should go.

6) JAREL IS A SUPER NICE GUY. REALLY. He messaged me last night cause of... He is seriously nice. I didn't know he was so nice until yesterday. Lol, you rock too k? Though i rock the most. :BB

7) Should i go Sarawak with the school for the field trip?? But the place very run down. I will defintely miss home. Should i?????

8) IM SO GOING TO ASK DAD TO BUT ME A WII TONIGHT. Although i know the answer already. Hah, hes just going to reject me anyw. So just ask for fun. Miracles do happen right.

9) Im going to flunk my Humans. Great, cause i suck at history. Social studies, killed by SBQ. Any ideas how to mug for humans??? Esp History. Save me and you rock like jarel! Hah.

10) Im writing this crap now, cause im plain bored. I want to bath but sister using bathroom. Hah, now that shes done, im so going to get my hot bath and watch the korean show. Superb k. 9pm tonight, ahwu's show, VERY VERY NICE. Cause got DaiYangTian. :DD Super handsome.

11) Pook is super troublesome i tell you. Although he rock too.

We won

3e3 won! 3e3 Rock man. Brenda, WE LOVE YOU!!!! We thought we dont have the chance to even go to the semi-finals. 3e1 is way too strong. Thanks to Brenda, tada! We won. We cheered though we looked like fools. We screamed and screamed. Sub in and sub out was my job. Jeanette had a big blister but she continued playing, shes a strong girl. I know it hurt alot, the way she limp show it all. Susanna had blood clot on her feet. She said she going to prick the thing till the black black blood(?) come out. OhmyGod right?

After match and all, went home. Oh ya, did i tell you I change shirt with su. Lololol. Her House tee is seriously big. Im like wearing a dress or whatever, but she said that its okay. Going to wash it asap and return it to her. C:

Omg, guess whos bday it is tomorrow? FUCK YOU HARD BITCH. Go die la. Need to cry to ur mummy??? Go complain la hor, mummy boy. *whine whine* Goodness, I cant believe i still remember his bday. Waste my energy only. Ah, whatever, just die la. Please la hor, so fat, maybe your birthday wish should be.... Erm... Slim down at least 20kg?? LOL. OMG 20kg alot sia. 2big pack of grains can tahan my family for dunno how long. OMG 20kg den fall back to acceptable weight range. OMG, its frigging alot. PUKE! _|_ you k. Lol. Oh ya, Susanna just teach me not to say fat cause its rather hurtful. She told me to use "horizontally advantage." But for you ar... Aiyo, think also dont think bout it la. Lol.

Recalling bout last night. Someone asked me why i hate him so much. And i said "I hate him so much cause i love myself. I love myself so much that when someone hurt me so deeply, of course i will hate him la." Hah, anyhow bombed actually. Wait, right now, when im typing, i dont have the feeling of hating him sia. Why ar? But when i scold all this, makes me feel better. EH! Whats happening to me? Isit because im scolding for the sake of scolding??

Ahh, im not suppose to say any vulgarities, but since its you. Got exception la. You should be honored la hor. Feel happy. Dead freaking rotten fatty creature. Ew.

You suck alot cause I rock the Most. :BB So random, i know. Dont steal. C:

5Cip gone

Dave, thank you very much huh. I told you i was sick, thats why i didn't go on the second day. Its during the march holiday and you dont expect me to go and see the doctor right? Afterall im down with fever only. Oh my god, you are the most idiotic teacher ever la k? just go bang the wall and die. Bang harder if you need, bang till you faint and bang till you drop. Sucha good tcher you are huh. I appreciate it ALOT.

School was quite alright. Had maths lessons after school, and rushed off to cca at 4. Damn tired. Tomorrow got writing test? Ohmy, i haven prepare anything. I din bring geog notes today cause i thought got test today.

Tomorrow is basketball, interclass. 3e3 first match is against 3e1, oh no. You know how good the basketballers are in e1. Hopefully, we can get into the semi finals and the finals. I bang people, susanna scream and scream, brenda shoot and shoot. Woo, perfect strategy huh? Im just joking.

K, im off to bath now. Damn dirty and sticky. Mugging later on, and tv-ing. Finally a rest after a long day, im dead beat. Nightz.

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Finished bathing, im off to studying. Oh ya, tomorrow got to go school early. I'm so going to be panda already. Mid year's coming, everything is squeezing together. I cannot breathe, save me will you? :C

I picked myself up where i fall. I will never let myself get hurt the same way again. Understanding someone is an issue, accepting his weaknesses is another. I finally understand.

New Skin

I changed my blog skin already. You can say i zilian or whatever shit. I just like it alot. After all its my own blog.

Roar, tomorrow is Tuesday. Have to wake up early in the morning for school. Oh my god. After school got CCA not? How come nobody seems to know if theres cca tomorrow. Chinese test today was horrible. My tummy was aching and it was so painful that i wanted to roll on the floor. I cannot concentrate on the test. I scribble as much as i could. I soon finish the paper. It was only 11.50 when the paper only end at 12. I wanted to check the scripts, but the pain was totally uncontrollable, i cannot focus. Not even a single bit. I gave up on the paper, i knew, i would flunk it. I tried my best. D:

CME had sex talk. Why do they even talked about it? Are they introducing pornography to students? Its seriously stupid. Watching a stupid video, and writing reflection at the end. Whats the purpose of it? Wasting our time, or just killing time? I dont understand, really. Afterall, we are 15, we know whats right and whats wrong. I suppose?

K, what should i do tomorrow after school. Im ending class at 2+ while his at 4. Argh, i shall go home and sleep. :BB Or movies huh? Ahhh, everything is crap here.

Blogskins

I want to change my blogskin le! Hah.

I dont want to have anymore expectation cause i dun wan to get hurt.

Hah. I want go shopping. :BB I took part in the inter bball? Aizai lehh? Haha. Tmr is Sunday again. Mug mug mug tomorrow. Must complete maths homework and my physics homework. Bleh, i become sucha good girl lehh. Midyr coming already. Im feeling the stress. Who cares. I just want to chat on msn now.

Man, the weather seriously sucks today, warm. ew

ps; I wont shed a tear for a guy again.

random

You wont get hurt when there isn't any expectations. How true can that be. I shall be super contented and stop expecting from people. Live with what i have :D

Yesterday

Physics sucks physics sucks physics suck ALOT. Yesterday 2period of physics was indeed an torture. Mr shi or wadever, went on and on and on without stopping. I tell you, I sure die die chopchop confirm going to fail physics. Why study physics when we're going to return all the facts back to the tcher after O's. Its seriously dumb, really. As per usual, once physics end, dada and i will go to the toilet. See, physics can cause serious headaches. Ahh, whatever, i try my best not to fail la hor, which is quiteeeeeee impossible. :D

Napfa was alright, but very tiring. It ended at 3.50pm and the guys started their napfa. See guys run and the (L)ong(J)ohn Aw go scold us. Nice one la hor, please, look into the mirror and stop acting as if you one pretty woman. S-T-O-P SEDUCING GUYS, FOR GOODNESS SAKE. You dun scold guys, you dun catch the attires of the guys. You are just frigging plain bias. Xuete you, spoil peoples mood. Waste saliva.

Im damn tired yesterday. Reached home, bath, eat,complete summary and i slept at 8.30. Wow, i know, its damn early. You know wad, i feel more tired despite sleeping so early.

Wow, today got AngMo people come our school. Drool? Dun hamsap please. :D

Sick again?

Ohman, i think im sick again. Whole day in school was terrible. The start of the day was horrible. D: Im going lunch with mom now. Hungry.

Ps: Please be safe, i love you. D:

Long long day

Its wednesday already. Time really flies huh. Another week is gonna be over, and its going to be mids soon. The chinese test was alright as we could use the notes, and i found my chinese dictionary. Hurray, dont have to waste money! :BB

Hurhur, tomorrow is Napha(?) already. My legs are aching for dunno wad reason. I hope it will be fine tmr. DnT sucks kay. For the first time in my life, i seriously hate Dnt alot. I keep hurting myself in that workshop. I tell you, brenda and my thingy is frigging ugly. As in, Its the ugliest among the whole class. Whatever, cause we are the only girls. If the guys cant do better den us, they should just jump off the buildings.

So, after school went mac with su and ppl. slacked, went back to school. Put my folio under my table, take my geog file. Went toilet. And homed. Good girl lehh? I know. eheh, i got geog test tmr. So, you know what i mean huh? Bye. And please, wish me luck. Im so stress k.

Changi

I'm back. I'm sticky. I'm tired. I'm happy. I Enjoyed. I'm tanned.

I'm back from changi! Wows. The weather today is seriously good. If im at home la, cause i can sleep. Seriously, while walking, all i can think of is, i need water. Sad case la hor, never felt so pathetic before and im dragging myself. Every single step seems to be a mile. Its was tiring, indeed. Luckily im not in the uni group, or else i will be a burden to them. Hah.

So, school was alright just that it was seriously bored. PE was slacky and maths was horrible. I FRIIGING SCREW THE WHOLE TEST UP. Shit this la kay. I seriously need to mugg. Arghh. Pissed off. Sian tomorrow got chinese test, and i need to memorise the format. hah, so byebye.

I want go mac tmr. MacWingssss. :D

Happy.

Im happy im happy im happy. Dont ask why, im happy. Those that know, good for you, those who dun, den too bad. :BB I'm so mean, i know. Hah

So, chinese sucks la k. However, because of somethings which makes me damn happy during chinese. DnT release super late. Im on diet today. In the morning ate muffin before going to school. Skipped recess and lunch. Until 5plus, when i reach home den eat my lunch. Ate a little, and feel like puking after that. Poor me, i think im going to fall sick soon. NOOOO!!! I dont wan to fall sick on weekadys. Im a good girl, wan go school study wad.

After school went to some rehersal and reached home at 5plus? Fun la horrr. Tomorrow gonna ask chun siang go on th stage, i got stage fright. :D Bribe him with the essay that i just did for him. Hah. i know im bad, but who cares. What if im so nervous and i faint on stage uh? Hah. Great day. I hope that everyday will be like that.

Ily :X

Shit life

Im so going to lose you.

Kay, i found out somethingsss and was seriously afraid. Afraid of wad? Ask me personally, i dun want to share private stuffs here. Too unsafe, and i dun want to be the center of attraction.

Lets talk bout my life. Everything isn't going smoothly for me. So what if i cherish? Cherish already I still will end up losing things. Indeed, I come into this world with nothing, and at the end of the day, i go with nothing. Seriously, i tried to cherish things around me but, I feel the pain even more cause i cherished it too much. So, Should i cherish things around me? Life sucks la k.

Ps agn; Im going to lose you for sure. I have the feeling. i dunno what i should do to prevent this from happening. maybe i should just sit back, and wait for the day to come. Am i just paranoid or wad? Seriously, can this world end faster please? End the agony of all the earthings.

Speechless

The fear in me now. So hard to explain. I dont know why, but im afraid. Just afraid.

Second

Im Back, after so longg. Missed me yea? ps, i bhb. So, 2solid days of rotting is damn enough alr. I've been resting for so many weeks, and im so going out next week. I dont care, I JUST WANT TO GO OUT. Im not eating for recess this whole week, so dont tempt me. :D Its quite impossible unless i bring sanwich to schh. Worth considering, see whether tmr got go NTUC not first. :BB yummy hams, here i comee.

I dun feel like posting anymore. I take damn long to type ^ the chunk of words up there. So, byebyebye. I want faster Monday. :D

Raining Cats and Dog

Its raining! Its raining!!!! Again. Im sooo cold.. So, nua nua nau. Fold the indigo or something for my ahma, and fold until become orange fingers. Hah, back to fold more. BRB, later update?? Perhaps.

COLD

Cold cold cold cold. I'm srly cold. My legs are freezing and im a freezing power ranger. Was suppose to go ECP with family, but bcoz of the big and heavy rain, the trip was cancelled. Wasn't that dissappointed caused played mahjong in the end. I won like $5plus in just the dong feng, but after that they dun want play already. So pester mom to play blackjack instead. I lost twenty cents den i say, ma, i dun want to play already. Im a kaisu girl.

Srly, i dun recommend people to go sakura. The buffet that has the xiaoniangre thing, yknw. Cause the food isn't that nice and the price isn't that cheap. The floor is sticky till my slippers stick on them and very hard to pull out also. Thats how oily it is.

Hah, good friday today. I almost finish all my hmewrk except chinese. Ew, chinese sucks. No, i mean, chinese Lessons sucks. Yucks. Btw, i got no usable pen in my pencil case and i think i should change the whole pencil case. Shiat, so sway, i lost my 25cents ruler again, IN THE DNT ROOM. Arghhh. Second time lost somemore at the same place. Ew, Dnt room is JINX.

Random

I never update for so many days alr. Tuesday was seriously a ubber long day, morning had to drag myself up early in the morning for Ava duty, 2.4 during PE and went home after school. And the super suay thing is that, i wanted to save money by cooking instant noodle, in the end, when the water just boil, the gas no more. Scary thing is that, when i turned the knob to 'off'', the fire still on. so called dad and he said its okay. Wow, i din eat for recess and monkey didi was like rushing me to school. Ran to school, and rushed to canteen. I ate super alot things okay. Lets see, 1pizza, 1mummie noodle cracker, 1tidbit anddd a cup noodle. I was super satisfied after that, and had a bottle of green tea to mark the end of my mealS.

I pass my 2.4! Hah, proud of myself. Congratz me please. Thanyou in advance. :D

Long long day

Woke up at 7 in the morning, went to market and had breakfast. Had BeeHons, which doesn't taste good at all and went to granddad's house. Rest for awhile, and started playing mahjong. Shiok kay, cause i win. 10.30: went down, took the shuttle bus and off to the temple. The smoke made tears rolled down. I beared with it, cause i know, what i do now is the best for you. I missed you, alot. I wished that you will be fine. And always being happy.

After temple, went back granddad's house, pray lunched and continued our mahjong. I just reached home, and im seriously tired. Goood night, going to slp alr.

ps:I just found out something. So omg k.

Misunderstanding

So many things happened. I'm sorry. I din mean those things.

A day gone again

Hello yellow fellow! My burned finger seems to be alright already. Doesn't hurt as much as yesterday. Hurray, lets go celebrate people.

3e2 classroom is seriously warm, the air in it, is totally unFRESH. If i got posted to e2 last year, den everyday got free sauna, slimming session. Come to think about it, it isn't that bad afterall right? Geog test sucks, and Venessa called me a saddist cause i said that if the world want to end, end faster. And, Mrs Tan go demestrate how cow belch, laugh till i roll on the floor. :D I'm feeling the stressssssss. Save meeeeee!!!! Ying xiong, kuai lai jiu mei!!! Paiseh, i bhb la. :X

Tests coming up:
Monday; physics
Monday;maths
tuesday;P.geog
&&more to come. ohmygod
4may is middd already. SHIAT

Ava x3

Yesterday had games, while preparing the games, Zuhri come kpo ask wad we doing. Lucky got reason, or else... So, his face was srly gl yesterday k, and i seriously cannot stand his face. Become DM den yaya already. Tsk.

So, yesterday was funfunfun. While carrying the bucket of water bags, my socks dropped on the floor so ask zhangsheng help me take. So paiseh k, cause i think i got hongkong leg. Hah, atleast, i change my sock everyday, so shouldn't be that bad, i hope?

After AVA went home, and my foot had loads of blisterS. Was tired after all the games and had a bottle of "BIRD nest Drink" which is totally sugar solution cooked with pandan, bottle packaging. Still not bad la, i will buy it again thou. :X

I think my pet gonna die already. Sob, im not a good owner, shall go revive it now. FACEBOOK-ING! I haven started on my geog. C-O-N-G-R-A-T-Z T O M E.

Ps; I got tricked twice today. Happy april FOOL. Baka.

Burned finger

I burned my finger. By the soldering iron. All doogie's fault, ask me help him make. Its like a cooked sausage now, so painful k. Whats more the acid or whatever water, keep having contact with my hand, WILL I DIE?? Ohmy, so worried. K so, today was boring, and backstabber is just by my side, omg. Must watch what i say next time, her/his mouth very HIONG one siol. o:

Tomorrow got geog test again. So stress is here again, but who cares, im going united square with mom now. DONT STALK ME. :X

Withloves,
Jinjie

S-C-R-E-W-E-D

I screw my maths today, no, i think most of us screw our maths. IM SO FREAKING DISAPPOINTED. Tsk, i need to start mugging, i really need to start!!!! Ahhh, mids coming and i dun seem to understand anything. Sob! I NEED TO WAKE UP.

kayz, reached home today, ate lunch and started to study. WOW, i know. I haven started on my geog, so ya, hopefully tomorrow i dun screw geog test too. Ahhhh, freaking stress. misery misery and more misery.

What is so wrong with this world, want end faster end la.

Retarts

Kay, CK put my aeroplanee. Message him dunwan reply. Grrr, bad bad cleaner, shall fire you. :D joking la. So when out with someone else, watched unborn(?) and scared me to death kkkk! So disgusting can, think tonight dont need to sleep already. After moviee like so early so went bowling. And saw his mom's friend or something? And ya, the two lane beside us were like PROS with the coach and im a noob. So no face la, omg.

After bowl went to granddad's house, got pizza and KFC sia. SHIOK. Mahjong mahjong>dinner>home. Bz woman uh? I agreee. I took picture of my IC alr, Freakkkkking nerd and suppose to see my ear? Wth, and finally im going to make my passport. Yes yes yes, 30MAY here i come. I need to stop thinking bout taiwannnn now, must concentrate on mid. So i wont use the com so often alr, i promise myself. Kinda impossible i know. :D

So yesterday wad kinda moody, den just nice was messaging another1, fell so much better after i pour somethings to him. Hahahahahah. I shall forget the pass and stop thinking negetively. Must work towards my goal.

I want to be an architect, buy a plot of land, design a house and stay in it with my love ones. Its seriously sweet to be able to stay in a house which you design on your own and being able to stay with your husband next time right. So when your husband do anything, the wife can just kick him out and say " I design this, and you no longer have the right to stay with me anymore." lolol. Cool leh, dun copy, have originality. Or else i will Bhb and go round telling people " eh see, so many people copy my dream sia, noob la all." :P

Dnt is driving me crazy. Yay, must go hougang chalet liaoooo. lol. My internet is crazy, keep on disconnecting. PISSING ME OFF LIKE CRAZY. Grrrr.

Ps: You live for once, so live it the fullest. Do cause you like and not doing it cause others are doing.

Marriage?

See what i meant??? Women are not slaves for man. Just because they get married, the guys will be take everything for granted and go gaga outside. So, women better not rely so much on their husband even they get married. Children most poor thing can, so never never i give have children. Hahah, im thinking too much.

Chunheii help me repair my pen!!! But the tip of the pen go CHAOTA, so ugly. Nehmind, at least still can use. Haha, its $1.95 can! I hate physics, seriously. Grrr, IM SO BORED. Stupid ck dao my sms, dunno whether tomr still meeting him not. Assssholeeee. Next week got maths test, and SHIT la...

I hate sitting beside you. You act big, but infact you're nobody. You suck alot youknw, i feel like slapping you. Will you just shutup? Seriously, im getting pissed off. Just, shhhs, keep quiet. You are just attracting attention, idiot.

I want go to the beach. Things are so complicated nowadays. Must go there to calm down, and i shall be going there soon. :D Like FINALY. Everything is so wrong, but i like the way i am now. :D

People wrong in their minds

Okae, so there are a few idiots that go round backstabbing. Wow, go bang wall, thats all i can say. You either stop it, or confirm, someday that will happen to you also.

k, so today changed my ezLink or whatever. FOC. Good right! Physics mr shi do magic, cute sia. I was like telling brenda. "eh, you see mr shi now trainee, so hardworking. Do magic show somemore, take picture of himself show us the difference. You see 10yrs later, he still will do all this anot." See, people achieve their targets, and they wont cherish. Indeed, cherish is a big word. Infact, im still learning how to cherish.

I fell very bad thou, before my com was sent for repair, i spend all my time with family. Now that the com is back, I spent all my time infront of the com. Its so wrong, i know. Must try to balance my time already. Its hard, really. No matter how hard i try, the time for everything will be different. The world isn't fair at all. "tong ren bu tong ming"> everyone is a human being, but what you get at the end of the day, everyone has a different thing. Some may get better things, others might not. However, many things is under our control right. Its all about our point of view, how we look at things, can affect everything.

Kaykaykay, that CLEANER CLEMENT KWAN JIA HONG FINALLY TALK TO ME LIKE HOW WE USED TO!!! YAY! So frigging happy k, I love him to maxxxx!!! :X Just joking. k, So im suppose to msg him everyday or else he dunwan work as my cleaner alr. And he super sotong can, E71 also can lost. Waste money and hes getting Iphone????? Rich uh, wth. Super jealous. lol. I wanna a Iphone also, who want sponser me????

Yes, tmr is fri. And i found my maths paper. Yay. But im still not doing it. :P

I just got scolded from my mother, ARSEHOLE.